Inuzuka Bonkotsu
Chuunin
Being a tool is the life of a shinobi. Dreams mean nothing.
Posts: 168
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Post by Inuzuka Bonkotsu on Jan 22, 2006 23:05:54 GMT -5
LMAo It seemed our paths met in the end >3
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Post by Shorai Tsuru on Jan 23, 2006 12:21:17 GMT -5
Thats an awesome character. xD
It seems the more troubling the story, the cooler the caracter xDD
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Post by Michelle on Jan 23, 2006 16:02:27 GMT -5
As long as you don't overdo it or make it melodramatic. That isn't the case here, but sometimes you see things like.. "Omfg daddy and mummy died becuz of [unpronouncable disease and or terrible accident where everyone randomly caught on fire]!!1111 -cries-"
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Inuzuka Bonkotsu
Chuunin
Being a tool is the life of a shinobi. Dreams mean nothing.
Posts: 168
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Post by Inuzuka Bonkotsu on Jan 23, 2006 16:54:39 GMT -5
LMAO Yea I have all kinds of things run through my head >3 And this one just stuck. I never really liked the whole dramatic shit o_0 Because well, I've losted a sibling of my own. But once you get learning. You realize that there's a lot worse things in this world...I know it sounds horrible to say. But many people have stopped crieing and moved on. I know my tears are all dried up. I can't cry...
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Post by Shorai Tsuru on Jan 23, 2006 19:14:50 GMT -5
Ah, very true, very true.
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Post by Michelle on Jan 23, 2006 19:26:43 GMT -5
LMAO Yea I have all kinds of things run through my head >3 And this one just stuck. I never really liked the whole dramatic shit o_0 Because well, I've losted a sibling of my own. But once you get learning. You realize that there's a lot worse things in this world...I know it sounds horrible to say. But many people have stopped crieing and moved on. I know my tears are all dried up. I can't cry... I have never lost a sibling. The worst I have gone through is the deep depression of my brother and my once friend. Eventually, I stopped worrying about them, because I couldn't make them wake up on my own- only they can really do it. Helping them along only makes it worse because they come to depend on you instead of themselves.. but I spent a lot of years helping and worrying myself to peices over it. I don't let the problems of other people affect me anymore unless they come directly to me for help, and then I will rarely give anything else but my advice.. experience is what most people need. I'm sorry you lost someone. |
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Inuzuka Bonkotsu
Chuunin
Being a tool is the life of a shinobi. Dreams mean nothing.
Posts: 168
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Post by Inuzuka Bonkotsu on Jan 23, 2006 20:06:34 GMT -5
LMAO Yea I have all kinds of things run through my head >3 And this one just stuck. I never really liked the whole dramatic shit o_0 Because well, I've losted a sibling of my own. But once you get learning. You realize that there's a lot worse things in this world...I know it sounds horrible to say. But many people have stopped crieing and moved on. I know my tears are all dried up. I can't cry... I have never lost a sibling. The worst I have gone through is the deep depression of my brother and my once friend. Eventually, I stopped worrying about them, because I couldn't make them wake up on my own- only they can really do it. Helping them along only makes it worse because they come to depend on you instead of themselves.. but I spent a lot of years helping and worrying myself to peices over it. I don't let the problems of other people affect me anymore unless they come directly to me for help, and then I will rarely give anything else but my advice.. experience is what most people need. I'm sorry you lost someone. I've never depended on someone. Only for the fact people stopped looking my way when my best friend moved. I was always the quiet one and considered the oddball. I still am. But things have gotten alittle better for me, but there are still things worse ahead. I don't like it when people depend on me, I only care for my own problems. It doesn't affect me when someone leaves me or expects me to follow them when they get mad at me. I never beg for forgiveness nor do I apologize. In the end it was always them that came back. |
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Post by Michelle on Jan 23, 2006 20:12:33 GMT -5
I can relate. I used to have multiple best friends, but sadly, I outgrew them. They still giggled about anything random, violent, or obscene, and one day I didn't find their jokes funny anymore. We drifted apart in almost the space of a single day, but I can't pretend I still don't have friends. I have a handful of good friends, but most of them aren't in my grade, and my closest friend lives in another state. I learned not to let it get to me. Even though I hear a kid or two in the hall saying that I must be lonely and consider talking to me out of pity since my only consistent friend is Marissa, I don't really need them. I'm happy getting better at sketching, and reading in school rather than put up with the silly and childish conversations of my classmates, and I am not unhappy at all despite the opinions of most of my peers. I don't know how I turned out this way, but I can't say I dislike it- I'm quite content with it. Thus far, I can tell that my old friends miss my presence but I don't care to go back to them. I suppose that's how it works, for people like me, and I guess like you.
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Inuzuka Bonkotsu
Chuunin
Being a tool is the life of a shinobi. Dreams mean nothing.
Posts: 168
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Post by Inuzuka Bonkotsu on Jan 23, 2006 20:26:16 GMT -5
Yes very true. I'm a very highly anti-social person. I hate small groups, I hate attention. I don't mind having a small number of friends. Because in the end someone is gotta be gone, and having closer friends is better then having a wide variety of people who will turn their back on you. And most likely less people to back stab you. I like who I am and I'm not about to change. Not for anyone but myself. Never never...:/ I guess with so much shit my heart has turned colder then ice. Some people don't seem to mind, but when someone pisses me off I go temper-wise. But a great great friend of mine IRL has worked alot with me. I guess you can say she is the reason I'm so tamed XD
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Post by Michelle on Jan 23, 2006 20:39:09 GMT -5
Lol! I don't mind being friendly, if given a reason to be. I just turn hostile very quickly when someone disrespects me when I know I don't deserve it. I work pretty well with groups, as long as I'm either the leader or allowed to be a supporting role. For some reason, I can't stand being left out if I don't want to be. I'm pretty open to new ideas or friends, but these days, I'm much more careful about who I let in and who I don't. When it all comes down to it, it's about picking your battles, as the saying goes- you either get upset over the little things and allow yourself to be overly soft, or you go with the flow and act accordingly to what you feel based on what you know.
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Inuzuka Bonkotsu
Chuunin
Being a tool is the life of a shinobi. Dreams mean nothing.
Posts: 168
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Post by Inuzuka Bonkotsu on Jan 30, 2006 11:40:16 GMT -5
Aye that much is true. I like being a leader most of the time. But I mostly I like to shadow out from everything. I don't normally like being the center of attention, but I get so annoyed when others do. Don't ask why LOL. But on getting to know people, well I can honestly say this: I don't want anymore friends, I don't want to get to know anybody new. I'd rather stick to what I have now. Because in the end, about half the people you use to hang out with, will fall from the pack. -shrugs- I'm usually always left out, I get annoyed, but I get used to it and shrug it off. I just flat don't want to listen to anyone's drama anymore. (To much drama here I swear) I'm open-minded and outspoken ^^' I'm an oddball and weird and I'm not gotta change to suit someone else. They like me, that's fine; they don't, well I suppose they'll just have to get over it now won't they? XD
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Post by Michelle on Jan 30, 2006 15:53:49 GMT -5
That's generally a good 'mindset' when it comes to school. Go with it, don't let anyone bother you because it doesn't really matter what they think about you. Sounds mushy, but it's surprising how many kids are deeply affected by, 'that shirt doesn't look good on you,' or 'why are you interested in all of the freaky stuff,'. Not everyone learns that it isn't truly important when they're a teenager, and some people never learn that at all. As for friends, I'm happy with whom I'm friends with now but I'm not going to ignore someone if they like all the same things I do and we get along. Wow... we got into a really long conversation on your character profile. XD
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Inuzuka Bonkotsu
Chuunin
Being a tool is the life of a shinobi. Dreams mean nothing.
Posts: 168
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Post by Inuzuka Bonkotsu on Jan 30, 2006 17:26:36 GMT -5
Hehe I agree.
Apparently so -shuts mouth and wonders off- LMAO
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Post by Michelle on Jan 30, 2006 18:02:39 GMT -5
Rofl! Okay, this is my last spam post on Bonkotsu's page. Or Toukon might eat me. o.o -scurries off-
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